Break

I am off for vacation. Normal service will be resumed after 4th. Meanwhile Happy New Year to all of you.

PS: Will try to do a Year That Was post once I return, but no promises. 🙂

Reading Update

Not progressed much with the reading, though initial few pages suggest it might be heavy on gay love and stuff, Now I don’t have anything against it. But I wanted something heavy on Mathematics more like A Beautiful Mind. Anyway still early days….

A Nice song and a few thoughts

I just stumbled on this song and have been listening to it since then.

Listening to this song started so many chains of thoughts :-). In all my quests to find a meaning of life (don’t laugh now) one thing I am pretty sure is that one of the purpose of life is “Pursuit of Happiness”. Not Happiness really but its pursuit, because when we achieve the “goal” we don’t remain happy for long, but as long as we have some goal in sight which we presume will give us happiness, life is on.

Finally I decided which book to read next. The Indian Clerk is about Ramanujam. I liked A Beautiful Mind, hopefully I will like this one too, anyway I love “the tragic hero” kind of books.

General Nonsense

Lunch was good. Then saw Madagascar II, it was okay not as good part one. Crap just cut my finger while opening a salted pista.

Anyway might watch another movie tomorrow. Need to get another book, don’t feel like reading any of the books I already have. Drinking Vodka today, a bit tired too, don’t feel like writing much.

Nice Video

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Rented this movie Mulholland Drive but now I don’t feel like watching it, not sure why I rented it in the first place. Also need to figure out what to read next (Now that I am done with Brothers Karamazov). Maybe I will try to finish one the unread books which I keep on purchasing.

Also maybe I will start going to the gym too :-). Going out for lunch this Friday, hope the place is good. Coming back to the Brothers Karamazov, sometimes I think I am a bit like Ivan. Like…. I don’t know maybe I am not. I have this tendency any Book or movie I like, I tend to identify myself with one or main character in it, its like gee I think like that person!!! But thankfully such books or movies are rare.

I need to start doing a better job at work too 🙂 .Economic times are uncertain and last thing I want is getting laid off 😀 (ON second thoughts it won’t be such a bad thing after all ).

Also I plan to start updating this blog everyday. Time to get some certainty in life, its getting too uncertain for my liking. Maybe I should revive one of my early college goals, that is to minimize the influence of other people on my moods and happiness. Anyway as I found out it was not so easy as it seems :-). One of the reasons was that I am really not that aloof and cold a person I look like :P. But nevertheless we can always try again.

Bye,
P

Stuff

Guess I will be more regular here from now :-).  Funny how more the things change more they remain the same. Well what can you do, take a deep breath and “move on”. Sometimes I think everything is a big joke, completley absurd, in fact I think it most of the time.  So what will you do now P?

Don’t know really,  I guess you know I am kind of programmed for this. Just this delicate balance, I mean something between sadness and a deep sense of loss. But I don’t think I can take it more enough. But hey I am better off with it than without it. So there.

La vita è bella

I think about something and smile. I want everyone to be happy. I feel I am almost drunk, things look so much better when you find a solution. I have seen worse, I have come through. I am the Phoenix, I will rise again from my ashes. For now La vita è bella. 🙂

Life

Dil Hi toh hai….